I have assessed matters.
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frost_incarnatePersonal life:
Positive aspects:
Quidditch. Need I say more?
Parvati. I want her. I... like her. I'm sick of denying it, sick of my own hypocrisy. I want to be something more to her than just a snogging partner.
Dueling. two chances to work out agression.
Negative aspects:
I still have to tell Parvati how I feel. And I have a hard time believing that she could think the same of me.
Dueling. Pansy will probably be Brocklehurst's second. Also... why does Fleur want to duel? If it's for any serious reason... she's one of the few people I yet have any security, any sense of camaraderie and safety around. I don't want that lost.
I'm engaged to Fleur. I'll admit there are many ways in which this isn't negative, but, dammit, I don't want to be engaged to Fleur.
My Chaser, roommate, and friend probably wants to kill me.
Pansy.
Politics:
-The Potion is going well, but may kill me.
Bugger.
-I have two people supporting me knowingly for the letters. I ought to try for more, if I can risk it: Goyle, and perhaps Blaise if personal matters don't interfere. Maybe Snape. Maybe Percy Weasley. And... Parvati?
Positive aspects:
Quidditch. Need I say more?
Parvati. I want her. I... like her. I'm sick of denying it, sick of my own hypocrisy. I want to be something more to her than just a snogging partner.
Dueling. two chances to work out agression.
Negative aspects:
I still have to tell Parvati how I feel. And I have a hard time believing that she could think the same of me.
Dueling. Pansy will probably be Brocklehurst's second. Also... why does Fleur want to duel? If it's for any serious reason... she's one of the few people I yet have any security, any sense of camaraderie and safety around. I don't want that lost.
I'm engaged to Fleur. I'll admit there are many ways in which this isn't negative, but, dammit, I don't want to be engaged to Fleur.
My Chaser, roommate, and friend probably wants to kill me.
Pansy.
Politics:
-The Potion is going well, but may kill me.
Bugger.
-I have two people supporting me knowingly for the letters. I ought to try for more, if I can risk it: Goyle, and perhaps Blaise if personal matters don't interfere. Maybe Snape. Maybe Percy Weasley. And... Parvati?
