I don't know what I want any more.

[frost_incarnate]

At first I thought she was just my revenge on Pansy and Padma. Then I realized I didn't want to do that- not to her, maybe not to any of them, no matter how much I want Pansy and Padma to feel the hurt.

Now she's my stress reliever, the only kind of magic that can melt away the tension I feel.

I want Pansy back for my own.

I don't think I can take her back, i don't know if I can accept her again.

And I don't know if I could give up Parvati if I had to.

Every day, I need her.