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[Blocked for Parvati, Fleur, and Susan only]

There is no-one else I can speak honestly with. I have done something, and I am not certain if it bothers me or not. While Potter was off playing hero during the rescue, I was engaged in a duel with one of the guards. He... was better than me, better by far. I was forced to use the Killing Curse to stop him. I do not regret it, and I would do it again... but I feel the need to talk about this. It feels like a turning point, disgusting as that idea may be.

Date: 2003-07-14 11:32 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
Wow.... I'm sorry. Well, I'm not. It was right of you to do that. Does this mean that we will be expected to kill as well?

Um... yeah. If you want to talk I am here. A turning point of what?


Date: 2003-07-15 09:45 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
I don't know of what. In my life, maybe. It felt disgustingly like the sort of coming-of-age ritual my father used to talk about, where you emerge from the experience different than you entered it.

Date: 2003-07-14 07:32 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
I...have nothing to say either. ...I can't talk to you right now.


Date: 2003-07-15 09:58 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
You.. can't? Why not?

Date: 2003-07-17 09:15 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
I'm here to ... talk, which is not really my forte either, so I know how you feel.

The killing curse ... It is not to be used lightly, yet if you had to use it, and you were man enough to use it, then you must be man enough to take the consequences, the responsability, dare I say it ? the guilt. They are not easy to bear, yet our blood says that these are our lot. It has been bred into us that we shall live with loads too heavy for the rest of the world, that we are higher bred for tasks such as these.

I think that what you mean is that now you cannot pretend to yourself that you are different from all the rest of us, Purebloods. You are no better and certainly no worse.


Date: 2003-07-17 11:35 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
You're right. I am what I am.


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